She makes me lick the gravestone after tongue trace letters taste of owned and under and all of them ask why do you return to hands that interlock around my throat Only let me breathe when my eyes roll back Tells me she knows me better than the sea sky air and all of them say they love me but she's the one on her knees hers the promise written in skin and teeth my blood on her chin wrist deep in say my name and no one's getting out of her alive Her fist encounters skin and I am who I was made to be million pieces shatter spiral glass break into she splinters me and I say thank you I am docile like the duvet underneath I am quiet like the good girl good girl Her blood in my veins and no escaping now Breathe her drink her in and always always I am here and her unravelling undone and bundled up turned over face down split apart and formed from her wet clay wet mud in her mouth as she bites down hard and I'm still bleeding but she fucks me again needs me to come like a corpse half gone and half the judder cry of you're mine you're mine as the lights fade when I wake up she's above me mother bird mother monster red cock red hands lick the tears from my cheek drink my sweat from the fabric suck the milk from me unending teeth and claws rake I am nameless I am full of her to the brim overflowing spilled everywhere still her fingers clutch and pinching tells me to say thank you moves my lips Licking my teeth ventriloquist this is what you came for taste of her taste of what she made me drink taste of grateful broken undone lick the rim after taste her afterwards wake up days later still full of wake up startled with it running hot down my chin wake up knowing I am undone belonging I am stuck still drowning clenched in her fist Face against the gravestone made me promise her hers forever only her tongue in my ear her only only blood red blood words come for me say thank you tell me what you are undone and begging come for me only mine now when you only me and mine and only my blood red and feeding open wide undone and always you're mine you're mine as the lights fade.
I grieve and rage with you, and wish you so much love.